Well I am still alive that's a plus of course I am struggling every day to survive. this morning was really hard for me. my cell phone has been shut off I do not have the funds to pay it that will make it even harder for me to get a job plus the fact of no gas for the car. I only have one month left to use the car. the plates are up at the end of august and my husband never paid the personal property taxes. besides the car wont pass inspection it is on its last leg. and i do not have the funds to get it done. i need money to give directly to the landlord so i can continue to stay here. he is being very understanding considering my circumstance. took everything i had in me this morning to get up and moving around in alot of pain today. and of course i have not had medicine for awhile. cant even get high blood pressure meds. which i really do need. l have no one. i am all alone no one comes to see if i am o.k. no one calls even when my phone is on. i am just left for dead. they wouldnt even know i was dead for a week or more. how pathetic.
