What is in my heart is a geniune love for all people, even the ones who seem to go out of their way to purposely hurt others. i do believe there is good in all people maybe they are miss guided or have not found what they really need to in life. i have nothing but still continue to give. my food stamps just got cut off, i can not find a new lawyer my other one quit because i can not longer afford to go to the doctor. what do these people want from me. i have worked all my life and now i need help and can not get any. they are just waiting for me to die.... left for dead as i said before not looking for a hand out just a little help.... no wonder people like me dont want to ask for help because we cant get any. what happened to the kind hearted honest people of the world are there any left out there. just one.. anyone......help please.....
i just need a liitle help. is anyone out there any more that actually help people in need, i have pretty much given up hope on anything or anyone that is trying to help someone in need. not asking for sympathy, or charity. i just need some help to get up on my feet and i will return the favor. i have always done whatever i can to help others and they say what comes around goes around i do not believe in this anymore. i lose more faith everyday in people in general only because i am not so sure there is anyone that will help me in my time of need. please can someone reach out a small any helping hand...
BEWARE. BECAUSE IF YOU ARE DOWN ON YOUR LUCK THEY WILL TRY TO TAKE WHAT YOU DO NOT HAVE. as if i do not have enough problems of my own someone just seems to want to make my life even worse than it is. I have not been writing i have been real sick. still trying to look for work when i am able to get up and moving around. i got a check a cashiers check which i had thought was safe. it is not. it was a fake check. of course i have no money in the bank and of course now it is negative, the bank charges you if it is bad. luckily i did not do anything with it. safety first. I could of paid some rent, got hot water food gas to look for a job dog food. why are people trying to take advantage of people who have nothing? i do not understand. usually you can pretty much tell by the e-mails they send. I noticed that the grammar and way they say certain things is a big clue. plus they always seem to use 2 first names. it there really anyone who is legit and willing to help someone, I have always helped others, done charity events. that kind of thing now i happen to be down on my luck and I have not a soul, I could die here and noone would even know for weeks. I do not understand. Havent i been through enough and now more. i just need a little boost till i get back up out of this hole. I did not choose to be here. who does? My husband left me 4 dead took all the money. i am sick, about to get kicked out loose my car cant find a job. i did not even get a dime of our income tax money and now i have to pay for all the bills he decided not to pay since Jan. how can someone do that to someone when they are sick. i think he and all the other non honest people are the sick ones. I am trying my hardest and it just is not working. i do not think anyone deserves to be treated like this. i just want a little help im not asking for someone to do everything. i would be happy with $5.00, well thanks for listening. for everyone who is down on your luck, just think i guess it could be worse. and there is always hope, doesnt seem like it at times but there are good people out there I know it in my heart..... God Bless everyone
MY HEALTH IS GETTING WORSE EVERYDAY. THE MORE I DO TO TRY TO SURVIVE THE MORE I BECOME WEAK. WOKE THIS MORNING BARELY ABLE TO MOVE. MAKES IT HARDER FOR ME TO BE ABLE TO DO MY JOB SEARCHING. PLUS THE FACT OF NO PHONE. SOMEONE SAID THEY WOULD PAY IT AND DID NOT. I DO NOT KNOW HOW PEOPLE CAN EXPECT YOU TO HELP YOURSELF WHEN THEY DONT BOTHER TO DO WHAT THEY SAY. I AM TRYING SO HARD AND SEEMS EVERY STEP FORWARD I GO SOMEONE IS BRINGING ME BACK EVEN FARTHER. I AM IN ALOT OF PAIN TODAY, BUT I HAVE TO GET A JOB OR SOME KIND OF HELP TO PAY RENT AND GET FOOD. IT IS A DAILY STRUGGLE AND I JUST KEEP TRYING. ITS GONNA END UP KILLING ME. AND OBVIOUSLY NO ONE CARES. DOES ANYONE CHECK ON ME. no just left for dead.
Well I am still alive that's a plus of course I am struggling every day to survive. this morning was really hard for me. my cell phone has been shut off I do not have the funds to pay it that will make it even harder for me to get a job plus the fact of no gas for the car. I only have one month left to use the car. the plates are up at the end of august and my husband never paid the personal property taxes. besides the car wont pass inspection it is on its last leg. and i do not have the funds to get it done. i need money to give directly to the landlord so i can continue to stay here. he is being very understanding considering my circumstance. took everything i had in me this morning to get up and moving around in alot of pain today. and of course i have not had medicine for awhile. cant even get high blood pressure meds. which i really do need. l have no one. i am all alone no one comes to see if i am o.k. no one calls even when my phone is on. i am just left for dead. they wouldnt even know i was dead for a week or more. how pathetic.
